Ok so I was in the best mood ever.....and then came the worst mood killer of all time....the AP U.S exam, AP Composition exam, AP Physics exam, then the SAT, I feel as if i mentally got the crap kicked out of me, damn ive been mentally abused. Ive been having dreams filled with....no not outragously hot chicks in bathing suits, or that hot chick behind me in english....rather numbers,  big words, and ESSAYS OF DOOM. The SAT was easy, peice of cake...well ill see just how easy when i get the scores............damn im tired.........didnt even go out tonight........jeez what a loser weekend this is turning into.......AAAAGGGGGGRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHH

Long week....but its prom tommorow so its all good. Im just lookin for some fun....fun that definitly has not been present lately. Life consists of school, the gym, and homework...and going to the gym better have some results because it makes me so damn tired. I dont want to bitch about my problems but i am....gotta vent sometime right? Ok shit has been getting to me...and getting me good. Like the ACT...got my scores finally...but they were depressing to see..definitly not what i was expecting. Hmm  of late my luck with the ladies has been poor.....but thats what 5 months of being in a relationship will do to you. A great way to get your day ruined is when you get a C in CERAMICS......damn. Got a letter from the air force acadamy stating the obvious facts, that im not competitive for admission at this time....that helped. Then the parents...they always seem to know when to yell and tell me that i have an attitude or that i piss them off ....during the times i feel like shit the most. This isnt helping.....its easier to just not explain...easier to just forget about it and keep moving.......venting blows.................but i have a cure....some damn sleep........works wonders. 

Spring Break?? Sounds like hot weather...lotsa sun...beaches....hot chicks in bikinis....RIGHT?? WRONG....my was filled with icy weather....mud....rain....all in northern germany denmark and other freezing places....now im whiter than ever before. Sounds like an adversitsement for a toothpase company....all they would have to do is post me on it and their sales would go through the roof. But anyways......ahh Kris....dude this is for you...

"If you read this,
EVEN IF I DON'T TALK TO YOU OFTEN,
you MUST post a memory of me.
It can be anything.
It can be good or bad,
just as long as it happened.
Then post this in your journal (in this case Xanga).
See what people remember about you..."

And for those who knew me when i was black dont put that you remember me being black......eerrhmm.....mike shannon kris clarissa......

What is some good music......im at a loss for good music of late...any suggestions?